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they said.. "trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.."

yeah! it's hard... and sometimes it's hurts..

i kept asking myself.. why i met you?
why? why should i?


I have wrote this about 8 years ago. and never publish since then. now when I go through this words. Its make me realize that, everything that happened to you, everything that make your life difficult, it happens for a reason. you may take it as a lesson or experience or things that make you stronger.
And now, I'm become someone who is stronger than before and met someone who value me, love me, and care about me.
Its definitely make me appreciate more in my life. And I'm now a happy person.

10/4/2020

B!L@ F!N@L 3X@m Menjelang T!B@....

Hari nie 1st day of final exam for this semester.. so, early in the morning, the 1st thing that i did right after wake up from my bed is.... calling my beloved m0m.... told her that i got to sit  for my 1st final paper today...

lots.. lots.. of advices that she keep reminded me.... but I love to hear all that things... she remind me not to forget to do my Dhuha prayer every day in the morning... make dua'.... recite the Al-Quran... and etc...

I know all that things.. but I love to hear it from my mom.. again and again.... calling her just to hear something that she always tell me since I was young... sweet kan... 

i realize that.. we'll never feel bored to hear something typical again and again from someone who is important to us and who we can't live without him/her. that's because we're love them badly....